So I am curious, is it wrong of me to be# disgusted by the actions of others so much that I completely shut down and shut everyone out, cutting off ties for good? I mean, honestly, I’m not perfect and I know no one else is but sometimes I feel it’s necessary. I feel as though it is the only way of keeping the monster at bay, the monster they created, the one that thrives on the anger that eats away at me. Letting those people into my life, & allowing them to completely disregard my feelings kills me. It kills the person I strive to be, the person I know I can be; could be. I feel lost & it is just the loneliest feeling in the world. So, why should I feel lonely among those who don’t care enough to know why I am the way I am, when I can be alone by myself?